I woke up to the beep of monitors and the sting in my arm. Margaret, my mother-in-law, was at my bedside, tearful and stern, saying I had tried to hurt myself. Her words didn’t fit; my memory was blurry but not broken. Nurse Carla checked my chart, met my eyes, and whispered that we needed to talk when Margaret stepped out. Dr. Jensen walked in with careful, measured questions, like an investigator, not a healer. My chest tightened as the room felt like a stage and I wasn’t sure who was performing. When Carla finally pulled the curtain closed, she told me one quiet sentence that made me sit up and shake.
I plated spaghetti and salad while Margaret set the table and checked her watch. The sauce still bubbled, so I turned the burner low and grabbed grated cheese. She asked how I was feeling and nudged a chair in for me. I told her I was fine and carried plates to the dining nook. She lined up napkins, moved the salt, and said Mark would be thrilled I'd cooked. We sat, and the apartment settled into quiet clinks and soft chewing.
After dinner, Margaret stood and reached for the tea caddy on the counter. She filled the kettle, set it to boil, and kept glancing back at me with a small smile. I cleared plates and wiped crumbs while she opened a paper packet and breathed in the scent. Steam rose, and she poured water over the bag, letting it steep dark. She placed the mug beside my phone and slid a coaster under it. Drink while it’s hot, she said, tapping the rim.