I raised her when her real dad disappeared. I was there for every school drop-off, every broken heart, every milestone. I never asked for recognition. But at her wedding, she chose him. He walked her down the aisle. My name wasn’t even in the program. Then I spotted the mic. What I said into it stopped the room cold.
Walking into the venue, I was overwhelmed with the feeling of being a stranger at my own daughter's wedding. The decorations, the guests, everything seemed familiar but distant. I found myself awkwardly standing near the entrance, trying to blend in. My eyes scanned for a familiar face, but it seemed everyone was caught up in their conversations. I sighed, knowing today I was just another guest. The bittersweet irony of it all wasn’t lost on me.
A few guests approached me with awkward smiles. “David, right? We didn’t see your name in the program,” they said, glancing at the paper in their hands. I nodded, trying to brush it off. “Yeah, just here to support Emily,” I replied, forcing a smile. Inside, it stung a bit every time someone reminded me of my absence from the highlights of my daughter's big day. It felt like a quiet acknowledgment of my outsider status.
I wandered through the crowd, trying to shake off the growing tension in my chest. Conversations buzzed around me, none including my name. I played my part, smiling when needed, nodding at stories I wasn’t part of. Pretending there wasn’t an elephant in the room became my mantra. I laughed at jokes, shared a few anecdotes, all the while aware of the unspoken truth. It was harder than it looked to keep everything bottled up.
As I watched Emily in her wedding dress, surrounded by friends, I couldn't help but notice she avoided meeting my eyes. Her laughter rang through the room, but it didn’t reach me. There was a wall between us, impenetrable and cold. Her focus remained on the man she was marrying, and the father she was newly close with. Despite our shared history, today she was out of my reach, consumed by her new life.
Standing by the buffet, I spotted Greg across the room. His grin was wide as he chatted with guests, soaking up all the attention. It was like he thought he had won some kind of contest. Seeing him in the middle of all the wedding excitement felt like salt in a wound. He was soaking up all the glory I had hoped for as a father. It was a tough sight to shake off.