After another stupid fight with my husband, Mike, I decided I’d had enough. He'd never laid hands on me before, but this time, he shoved me against the wall... He dismissed it as a 'warning tap,' but I immediately left and drove an hour to my family, not wanting to spend another night alone with him. However, the real shocker of this all only came the next day, when my brother did something that took us all completely by surprise.
I had no idea he had it in him to do something like this... And I'll remember what he did for the rest of my life.
When I woke up at my parents' house the next morning, everything felt off. I knew was safe, but I just couldn't believe what had happened with Mike... My heart sank as I replayed the argument with him repeatedly in my head, but I was pulled back to reality by a gentle knock on my door. 'Sweetie, how are you feeling?' my mom asked as she entered the room. I knew she had my back, but I would have to figure this out on my own.
Over breakfast, my brother Jake must have noticed how lost I looked, because halfway his coffee he asked, 'Want me to go with you to get your stuff?' I knew I needed to go back to the house to grab my things, but I dreaded going there all by myself. 'Yeah, that would help. Thank you,' I replied, trying to stop my voice from shaking. I was so glad he would go with me!
After we finished breakfast, Jake and I hit the road. It was about an hour drive, and neither of us talked much for the first half. We just hummed along to some songs on the radio and talked about the weather and other basic things, but then, about halfway the trip, Jake suddenly asked me a serious question. 'Has he ever hurt you before?' I shook my head. 'Never... until last night.'
Jake's knuckles tightened around the wheel, and I noticed his jaw tightening too. He was furious. 'That asshole,' he muttered under his breath, and suddenly I worried about what would happen when he stood face to face with Mike. 'I'm just going in to grab some stuff, that's it, okay? Now is not the time for any big confrontations. Promise me you'll stay calm,' I asked. 'What, so he can hit you, but I can't hit him back?' Jake countered, but I insisted, and he finally nodded, rolling his eyes.
We continued driving in silence, and even though I put on a brave face, my heart raced at the thought of seeing Mike again. As we pulled into the driveway, a knot twisted in my stomach. My once happy home now felt foreign and hostile. Mike's car was parked in the driveway—he hadn't gone to work today, just like I thought. I was really glad Jake had come with me... 'Let’s just get it done,' I whispered to my brother.
'Ready?' Jake asked, giving my hand a squeeze. I nodded, and with a deep breath, I pushed open the car door. It was time to face the reality of what I had left behind. Jake followed me closely as I walked to the front door, and I was fumbling with my bag until I found my keys. I wasn't sure whether to ring the doorbell or not, but before I could make a decision, the door opened, and I looked him right in the eyes—Mike.
'Ella! What... what are you doing here?' he asked, surprised to see me. 'I'm just here to grab some things. I won't stay long,' I replied, trying to sound calm. In reality, my heart felt like it was going to explode. I hadn't thought seeing him would feel so... complicated. What he had done was unforgivable, but I still loved him. I quickly reminded myself why I was here, and I walked inside, straight to our bedroom.
I immediately grabbed a suitcase and started packing some basic clothes and other belongings, ignoring Mike's pleas. 'Ella, please! I never meant to... do that. I'm sorry. Can we just talk about this?' but then my brother cleared his throat. He'd stayed close the whole time and was now leaning against the door, but Mike hadn't seen him yet. 'Hey, what's he doing here?!' Mike asked, but my brother just said, 'She said no, pal. Get out.'
Finally, Mike sighed angrily and left the room, leaving me and Jake alone. Jake didn't move from his spot near the door, and I felt really safe with him here. 'Thank you,' I whispered, and he just nodded and smiled, 'Anytime, sis.' I tried to pack my things as quickly as I could with my shaky hands. I didn't want to stay longer than necessary, so I grabbed enough to last me another week at my parents' house.
In an attempt to lighten the air some moments later, my husband returned to the room and tried chatting casually, acting like everything was perfectly normal. 'Nice day, isn’t it?' he said, a smile that didn’t match his eyes. It was like watching someone pretending in a play. Behind the small talk, the tension didn’t budge an inch. It felt like he was talking to distract both himself and us.
Ignoring the awkward vibe, I zeroed in on packing my things quickly. I tuned out their exchange, concentrating hard on the task at hand. The silence stretched, feeling like everyone was tiptoeing around each other’s emotions. Each item I picked up and packed added a layer of relief. I just wanted to be done, to leave, and close this chapter behind me.
Recoiling slightly, my husband threw in a snide remark. 'You’re really overreacting, you know.' His words were biting, trying to pierce through my resolve. I didn’t flinch, but kept going, though each word tugged at the calm I was grasping for. 'You leaving is rash,' he added. But inside, I knew it wasn’t. Not at all. It was what needed to be done.